Lostin2007's Blog

First, Thank you to everyone for being there for me and for the words of encouragement. They meant alot to me. *hugs*

My hearing went fine. Like mimi said, it was more humiliating than anything. I was still scared but it was easy. The trustee just asked a bunch of questions. Things like have you used credit cards in the past 60 days, did you read the bankruptcy petition you signed and do you understand it, and more questions like that. There were about 10-15 questions altogether and lasted about 10 minutes.

The whole reason i was upset was because of something the fill-in lawyer said. He said that my lawyer may not sign off on me keeping my car because my expenses exceed my income. Nothing has been said until that day, so i was really upset. So that would mean that i would have to go back to court and have another hearing in front of a judge.

So I called my lawyer and told them i wasn't happy and didn't appreciate hearing that the day of the hearing, especially since i've been calling the office every week to check on stuff and not one word was said about it. So supposedly the lawyer signed off on my car. It only took me 3 days after the hearing to find that information out. But anyway, by the end of August I should have my discharge papers. I can't wait for it to be done!

Moving on to something else now. I'm still drinking lots of water and still following weight watchers.

I've lost  41 pounds!!!

*DANCES AROUND ROOM WOOOHOOOOO!*

Again, thank you for being there. *hugs*

This will be a short post.

I had a fill-in lawyer for my hearing and i have to get in touch with my lawyer. I have a few questions about some things. I don't feel like talking about anything right now, i'll post in a few days. I'll answer posts then too. Sorry.

I know i haven't posted anything in a few days. I'm stressed out.

I'm so scared, nervous, and stressed out. I have to go to court tomorrow, tuesday. I've never gone through anything like this before. I keep playing all the what if's. You know what if they say too bad you have to pay the credit cards, and all the other what if's you can imagine. I can't even type them because it makes me stress more. I've already been crying.

The thing is i don't even find out anything tomorrow, the trustee just asks a few questions. Then in about 60 days i get a letter in the mail saying yes or no it's been discharged and finished.  I'm just scared that i don't know what they are going to ask. Also this is it, the final reality of declaring bankruptcy. I can't tell if my tears and stressing is over filing or if it is because i just want to feel the relief of not being hounded and not having to worry about the debt anymore.

I don't know. All i know is that i'm a mess. lol

I'M OFF MY PLATEAU!!

I'VE LOST 36 pounds!!!! yep that's right 36 pounds!

wooooohoooooo!DANCES AROUND ROOM!

Nothing else to report, still waiting on the whole court session and then i'm not sure what is next. It's a waiting game!

So since i have been a weight loss plateau, i decided i was going to take the day off and have a reward for losing 35 pounds. I know they say you shouldn't reward with food, but i have been craving this food since March. I ran my errands today and then on the way home i ordered a pizza from Papa John's. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOOOOD!!! IT was exactly what i needed. I got the grilled chicken alfredo spinach tomato pizza. YUMMMMMMMMMMY!!! It was exactly what i needed. :)

Tomorrow (saturday) I am right back to the plan.

I just watched an excellent movie called Life as a house. It has Kevin Kline, Kristin Scott Thomas, Hayden Christian, and Jena Malone in it. It was so good. I do have to warn you that you will need a box of tissues. I cried. lol

*hugs*