Lostin2007's Blog

Hi! How is everyone? I'm good!

Just thought i would post a little something. There isn't much to talk about. My vacation finally ended and i had to go back to working both jobs. The plan i had to start paying my car down is put on hold for now. I hurt my car a little and had to have it fixed. $500 to get it fixed and I had to borrow that from my dad. So now I have to repay him when i get my extra money. Basically, I didn't feel good and my depth perception was off and i went over a curb. Yeah, I know stupid thing to do. I still can't believe i did it. Luckily it was just my car involved with the curb. lol I feel like such an idiot for doing that. Oh well, accidents happen.

I didn't really feel good last week. I think it was the shock of going back to work. rofl I don't know.

I did watch a movie the other night, Fast Food Nation. It is basically a movie about the fast food chains. If you haven't seen this movie, it is interesting. HOWEVER, I would not eat dinner while watching it. It grossed me out. I haven't eaten fast food burgers since January and I don't plan on starting any time soon. Want to cure yourself of your hamburger/cheeseburger addiction? I think this is the movie that will do it for you.  I can't even look at them without feeling nauseated now.

That's all for now, just wanted to post a little update.

*hugs to everyone* 

Wow, I haven't been on here since August 19th. Wow!

This will probably be a long post since I haven't been on in forever. Just wanted to warn you ahead of time.

***hugs***I missed everyone! I hope everyone is doing well. Sorry i haven't been on in awhile, you know how life can get. It was a busy stressful time.

I finally got moved on September 1st. I love my new place. Is it where i plan on living forever? No, but it is a nice place to live while i decide what i'm doing with my life.

I did get word that MY BANKRUPTCY IS FINALIZED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !! WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO I'm so happy that part of my life is done. It is such a relief to know i don't have to deal with it again. Now i'm working on making sure i don't ever get in that financial position again.

I took my test for work and got a 778 out of 900. WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO! You had to have a 650 to pass. So I did great! All of my free time went to studying for that test. It was a hard test. I have to admit that when i left the place I had no idea if i had passed or failed.

Then I was finally able to unpack everything that i moved. I was living out of boxes and didn't want to take the time to unpack boxes since I had to study for the test. So i'm finally unpacked and everything is put away. I did give alot of stuff away to the goodwill. I figure if it's been in a box for years, I don't really need it.

During the middle of all of this, I was still working both jobs, 60 hours a week. On top of all of that, I was having internet connection problems and then my laptop died. So I finally have a different computer and a new internet provider.

I just got back from vacation. It was so much fun. I went to Charlotte, North Carolina for a NASCAR race. I was gone for a week. I still have 1 more day before i have to go back to working both jobs. I figure I will keep working the 2 jobs to try to pay off my car or to save money up. I'm not sure yet. I don't have to work both jobs, but it would be nice not to have to struggle or take as long to pay off bills. We'll see.

Let's see what else.

I'VE LOST 64 POUNDS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOO! *DANCES AROUND ROOM*

Yep 64 pounds and i'm not done! I still have a long way to go but i'm getting closer and closer. In another post i'll probably post my beginning weight and my weight now. I'm just not ready for that yet.

I'm still trying to figure out what i want to do with my life. It's not easy to decide. I'm trying to take my time and let it come to me. I'm not sure if that makes sense but I don't want to rush myself and make the wrong decision.

Anyway, It's been a very busy month and a half. Everything is calming down now, so i should be on more.

*****hugs******* Hope everyone is doing okay!